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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Fighting immortals Men call fairytales Writing words with little meaning Trying to drown out the sunbeam gl… Radiating from within
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Staring into blue Picturing myself with you Dancing in neon lights Drinking till the sun comes up Getting lost in a sea of lonely he…