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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Last Saturday night We never said our goodbyes We left behind our little white li… Rubbing cheek to cheek With a smile & a wink
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Something’s changed, like I knew it would. The feeling’s subsided, like a piece of drift wood. Chasing after shadows in the dark. Calling out your name in the stillness of the night. Yo...
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind