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Remembering the beginning stages of falling in love. Where everything was light & sweet.
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way
Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind
It’s souls midnight And I’m alone baying at the moon It’s a soulless kinda night Where the crazies & maniacs swoon Drowning in a flood of emotions
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone