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Remembering the beginning stages of falling in love. Where everything was light & sweet.
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
It’s souls midnight And I’m alone baying at the moon It’s a soulless kinda night Where the crazies & maniacs swoon Drowning in a flood of emotions
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between