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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Fuzzy feelings inside my belly My everything turns to jelly My intuition blurry From too much patron Dancing alone in a room full of gh…
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure