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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
Windswept lovers blown to & fro Lost at sea so long ago Their time togehter was bitterswee… Years have past, their love repeat… Picking up where they last left of…
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me