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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion