Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
I fell in love by the sea My heart was swept away by the tid… Only to be set free Riding waves And raging torrents
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes