Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside
When you want to sleep But the sheep are gone Lying flat on your back Staring into black Playing with shadows
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor
Fighting immortals Men call fairytales Writing words with little meaning Trying to drown out the sunbeam gl… Radiating from within
Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat