(6)
Feeling a multitude of emotions, that feel jumbled inside. So I thought I'd try to articulate it in a poem.
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Something’s changed, like I knew it would. The feeling’s subsided, like a piece of drift wood. Chasing after shadows in the dark. Calling out your name in the stillness of the night. Yo...
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
It’s souls midnight And I’m alone baying at the moon It’s a soulless kinda night Where the crazies & maniacs swoon Drowning in a flood of emotions
Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone