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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Staring into blue Picturing myself with you Dancing in neon lights Drinking till the sun comes up Getting lost in a sea of lonely he…
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
Free falling in traverse Sight seeing the universe From the backseat of a hearse Trying to outrun Cain’s curse A flash of light
Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Twirling in a dizzying array of wo… Held captive to the orchestra of t… When the icy breath of winter appr… My dismay is irreproachable Sleeping in the arms of slumber