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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
Fighting immortals Men call fairytales Writing words with little meaning Trying to drown out the sunbeam gl… Radiating from within
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
Enveloped in illusions Seduced by the glamour In every situation I’m a minotaur Rubbing the fairy dust from my eye…
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze