(2014)
Anxiety and panic attacks rampant in my life at this point.
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
A Gentle Breeze Warm crowns of light Rustling trees The summer’s delight Gossamer threads
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
Do angels exist? Could creatures of endless grace of immeasurable beauty really walk among us?
How can I ever Prove to you? For a chance that was never leaped. A divide
The oak had a song sung from its branches. A melody
In a glen there stood an oak. A towering oak,
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
Alone I stand Pondering my arts the fruits of my labors. All is good and I lay down my bru… But there is a voice,
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.