(2013)
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
When others see me, What do they really see? Is it what they want to see? Or is it me? Do they see misconceptions
Why do you listen to the lies? How do you not see
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right
In a glen there stood an oak. A towering oak,
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
Do angels exist? Could creatures of endless grace of immeasurable beauty really walk among us?
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
