(2014)
Anxiety and panic attacks rampant in my life at this point.
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
Why is it that we say an act of cruelty is “inhumane”? When did that word...
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
You Were the sunlight. You brought me
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much