(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
When others see me, What do they really see? Is it what they want to see? Or is it me? Do they see misconceptions
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
Why is it that we say an act of cruelty is “inhumane”? When did that word...
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
Alone I stand Pondering my arts the fruits of my labors. All is good and I lay down my bru… But there is a voice,
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much