(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
Do angels exist? Could creatures of endless grace of immeasurable beauty really walk among us?
You Were the sunlight. You brought me
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
The oak had a song sung from its branches. A melody
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
A simple question. A complex answer. Three letters which encapsulate everything we do.
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,