(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
In a glen there stood an oak. A towering oak,
This darkness in which I stand is void. I am alone with naught but my work… and naught but my thoughts. Though on occasion, he stands besi…
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
Why is it that we say an act of cruelty is “inhumane”? When did that word...
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much