(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
Do angels exist? Could creatures of endless grace of immeasurable beauty really walk among us?
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
This darkness in which I stand is void. I am alone with naught but my work… and naught but my thoughts. Though on occasion, he stands besi…
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much
Why do you listen to the lies? How do you not see
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know