(2014)
Anxiety and panic attacks rampant in my life at this point.
The oak had a song sung from its branches. A melody
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
I think I understand Why Adam took that bite. To throw away Eden, peace, love, God’s favor. Because, in the end,
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
Alone I stand Pondering my arts the fruits of my labors. All is good and I lay down my bru… But there is a voice,
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness