He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
