You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.