You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.
I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,
Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
