You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone
A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
