She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.