Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

The devil’s in my midst.

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.