I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.