I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

Dignity is death.

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,