I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.
Touch me for real. Touch me in your mind And all over my body With your chapped hands. Let your eyes undress me.
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…
Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
In the darkest night, A flower will grow.
