Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.