Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I cried out to God, And There was silence.
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…
In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,
