It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is