The devil’s in my midst.
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…
What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
