The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.