He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.
Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,
Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
I cried out to God, And There was silence.
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…