I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?