Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.
Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
