4:53 pm
tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing
i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most
i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call
i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go
if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?
always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger
people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much
i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…
i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming
it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting
i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again
i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine
i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,
i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was
my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable