(2014)
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling