Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may