To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason