To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you