Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.