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Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you