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This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
