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I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…