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2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
