(20150919)
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
