(20150919)
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard