(2015)
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.