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I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality