(2015)
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
