(2015)
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
