(20150920)
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
