(2015)
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
